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"mental illness and violence" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-11-27 14:25:19

if you're new here you may want to subscribe to my thanks for visiting! most people have little cerebrate to fear violence from people with mental illness even in its most severe forms. historically in the 1950s mental illness carried great social stigma especially linked with worry of unpredictable and violent behaviour while there is greater public understanding of mental illness nowadays paradoxically the perception of people with psychosis as being dangerous is stronger today than in the past. so why is fear of violence so entrenched? most speculations focus on media coverage and deinstitutionalization one series of surveys found that selective media reporting reinforced the public’s stereotypes linking violence and mental illness and encouraged populate to distance themselves from those with mental disorders fortunately negative perceptions about severe mental illness can be lowered by furnishing empirically based information on the association between violence and severe mental illness. indeed people with a mental illness are 2.5 more likely to be the of violence than other members of society this tends to come about when poverty a transient lifestyle or substance use are show any of these factors make a person with mental illness more vulnerable to assault and the possibility of becoming violent in response. however mental illness plays no part in the majority of violent crimes alcohol and substance abuse far outweigh mental illness in contributing to violence a 1996 health canada review found that the strongest predictor of violence and criminal behaviour is not major mental illness but past history of violence and criminality. on rare occasions people with mental illness who conclude threatened and/or whose symptoms decree personal control can bear violently this can happen with or feeling that one’s mind is being dominated by outside forces such symptoms and behaviour tend to become more often when the person is off their medication. living in a stressful unpredictable environment with little family or community support can also contribute to occasional violent behaviour by individuals suffering from psychosis or neurological impairment. patterns of violence are similar regardless of a person’s mental health status for example people with a mental illness are no more likely than anyone else to harm strangers violent behaviour by anyone is generally aimed at family and friends rather than strangers and it typically happens in the domiciliate not in public. most of this violence is committed by men and directed to women the risk for family violence is among others also related to low socioeconomic status social stress social isolation poor self esteem and personality problems. the major predictors of violence regardless of mental health status are being young male of lower socio-economic status and abusing alcohol or drugs substance disorders are study contributors to community violence perhaps accounting for as much as a third of self-reported violent acts and seven out of every 10 crimes of violence among mentally disordered offenders. too much past research has focussed on the person with the mental illness rather than the nature of the social interchange that led up to the violence therefore we do not know enough about the nature of these relationships and the context of violence and much less than we should about opportunities for primary prevention. here in canada a senate committee has released a inform on mental health mental illness and addiction while it was generally applauded there was considerable concern that the report is “gender blind” and silent on the issue of violence against girls and women which has a significant and well-documented impact on long-term physical and mental health. I’m pretty confident that if people are taught coping mechanism at an early enough age this could make a tremendous different to their [and societies] outcome. The ability [in some cases] to appreciate the signs and desire / ask for back up is a huge overleap but would be lessened if society’s attitude to mental illness could be less stigmatized. beat wishes My son is highly critical of others and does not accept criticism. Today he was hostile and aggresive and knocked food out of my lap. My wife and I fear he is mentally ill. How can we assess this and where can we get advice and protection from further outbursts? it is very disconcerting and frightening when this happens thanks for reaching out and looking for assistance. i don’t know where you live and how old your son is so it’s hard for me to direct you anywhere. if your son is under 18 i would get in touch with the psychiatric department of your local children’s hospital alter away. here in british columbia we also undergo something called mental health teams that work with the local health authorities. in addition most countries have mental health societies or associations that you might want to get in touch with here in canada one of them is the canadian mental health association these association often have help both for parents and children. 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"Could anxiety be the cuase of violence in children?" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-10-10 03:25:17

If adults teenagers and children do not deal with the high levels of anxiety in their body and nervous system in a healthy fashion violence can be the result. Some people act out their judgmental attacks on others and some people act in their judgmental attacks on themselves. Some people do both. Let us look at a teenager in Omaha. Nebraska. Suppose he could not take the negative thoughts about himself any longer. Suppose he was looking for a way to stop the attacking thoughts. Suppose he become violent first against others and then against himself. Violence can take many forms such as suicide or killing others. Some key antionomies which have emerged in relation to children and childhood in late modernity: tensions between autonomy and protection and between perceptions of children as ‘at risk’ and as potentially threatening. A particular focus here is on the sexualisation of risk the degree of public concern expressed whenever the sexual ‘innocence’ of children is thought to be endangered. We argue that the concept of risk anxiety provides a useful means of analysing contemporary fears about children and childhood and may thus be understood as contributing to the ongoing social construction of childhood.----------------------

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"Could anxiety be the cuase of violence in children?" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-10-10 03:25:17

If adults teenagers and children do not deal with the high levels of anxiety in their body and nervous system in a healthy fashion violence can be the result. Some people act out their judgmental attacks on others and some people act in their judgmental attacks on themselves. Some people do both. Let us look at a teenager in Omaha. Nebraska. Suppose he could not take the negative thoughts about himself any longer. Suppose he was looking for a way to stop the attacking thoughts. Suppose he become violent first against others and then against himself. Violence can take many forms such as suicide or killing others. Some key antionomies which have emerged in relation to children and childhood in late modernity: tensions between autonomy and protection and between perceptions of children as ‘at risk’ and as potentially threatening. A particular focus here is on the sexualisation of risk the degree of public concern expressed whenever the sexual ‘innocence’ of children is thought to be endangered. We argue that the concept of risk anxiety provides a useful means of analysing contemporary fears about children and childhood and may thus be understood as contributing to the ongoing social construction of childhood.----------------------

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"Brant Hanson + Links on Meds and Mental Illness" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-03-26 01:40:53

While we’re on the subject of telling the truth. Brant Hansen is blogging about his medication depression being messed-up his hit and lots of other great things revolving around taking Prozac. It’s just such great writing and so much needed I’ll just link it and you can trust me: it’s very good. BTW. Brant is the kind of person who would make a great teampyro poster copy. My wife blogged about her medication journey in “.” After taking the medication she felt so good she left me and is now living in Hollywood under the name Uma Thurmond. (That last part isn’t true.) There undergo been several posts on here about antidepressant medication. XHTML: You can use these tags: <a href="" call=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym call=""> <b> <blockquote have in mind=""> <code> <em> <i> <touch> <strong> Internet Monk is the personal web space of Michael is a communicator and writer living in southeastern Kentucky. "I am on a post-evangelical journey discovering what it means to be vitally connected to Jesus. That process is always worth sharing." is a good way to say hello. is a way to network with other IM readers.

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"mental health final review" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-01-08 00:13:22

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"Mental note.....three picks on one game= not smart!" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-12-15 17:48:26

Featured Sponsors:The best and weekly from top rated experts. A one stop obtain for all your with over 60,000 pages for news scores be ups stats and analysis. choose #1- The Alma Mater -3 at McAndrew vs the Hens of Delaware Word on the street is that the snow in the Northeast has played havoc with the travel arrangement for the hens which is why the bet was moved from Friday to Saturday. The salukis who as most populate know are primarily a basketball educate but of the measure 4 years they have been a pretty dominant 1AA team. Giving the NFL such players as Brandon Jacobs and Bart Scott to name a few. I think that Nick Hill will put up a very good performamce today with both his arm and his legs and the Salukis will avenge their loss to Delaware from a year back.

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"Mental Math and slowing down aging" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-12-09 15:24:21

I can’t prove this but I bet that doing lots of mental Math can back up decrease drink aging. In studying a number of techniques for doing fast arithmetic I sight a be of mental skills at compete: Pattern recognition. Many tricks involve recognizing and exploiting a pattern. Memory. Efficient arithmeticians memorize more Math facts than others. Some populate for example find memorizing the squares of all numbers up to 25 to be helpful in certain techniques. Also you often be to maintain a running be in your head and act track of carries.. Concentration. When multiple steps need to happen in a sequence your powers of concentration ordain improve. A friend and I were discussing how mental Math could help maintain the plasticity of the brain its ability to reorganize itself in response to new information. She thinks that doing a be of every day can act the brain active as we age. I agree. Absolutely. I calculate 4 or 5 digit numbers and do desire division (with decimal expansions). In my fourth decade of doing math I continue to sight new and useful patterns in the numbers… About 10 years ago I noticed that I could calculate $latex a^2$ by judicious selection of b and rearrangement of $latex a^2 - b^2 = (a-b)(a+b)$ into $latex a^2 = (a-b)(a+b) + b^2$. For example. $latex 281^2$ Let b=19. Then $latex 281^2 = (262)(300) + 19^2$ I was pretty pleased when I realized this and though I don’t use it often am glad it’s sitting in my box of tools. And I never would undergo found it if I hadn’t been doing some mental arithmetic at the time.

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Posted on 2007-11-08 15:28:31

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"The Language of Love" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-11-03 17:08:51

Kelly and I went through the same DONA-approved doula training cover. She's usually the person I ask to be my back-up doula. She offers lots of things relating to motherhood on her site! We are OTR (over the road) truck drivers who work very hard and pass the time with a lot of sex and bad tv. Mostly sex but breaks for American Idol and The Apprentice are mandated by law. Also anything on CourtTv can take immediate precedence over all else including but not limited to sex because a girl has to have priorities. WAY smarter than me and he makes my writing be desire that of a 2nd grader but I love him anyway. Sort of feminist democrat. LDS outspoken woman living in Utah. Native American,wife of 26 years mother to 6,former foster parent retired homebirth midwife former crunchy granola mom. Adoptive mother/social worker who wants change in adoption do you query why I am all Tangled? I've been thinking a lot lately about the various ways to like someone. I talked about being differently loved but I hadn't yet heard about the whole "like languages" thing. Now that I have. I'm taking the examine for myself and passing it on to a few friends. I don't particularly desire the way some of the questions are posed but I did my best to answer and was a bit shocked by the results. I experience DH and I have different like languages - it's obvious. However. I don't think either of us has ever entangle unloved by the other. It's funny how crazy a relationship can get change surface when two people are crazy about each other. When one person thinks they are doing every thing imaginable to show their love the other is oblivious to their gestures or takes them the wrong way. "I love you," might be great for some couples but someone else may need to hear things like. "I am butt-crazy head-over-heels in love with you!" all the measure to conclude comfortable. Other people may never be to hear it all and are just as content with the actions of their furnish. It's all about how you express love and how you acquire love. Sometimes it's not about having enough like but being able to receive it the way your furnish gives it and vice versa. Yes the importance of knowing what you want best is important - but the speak is also pretty important. You undergo to be able to touch when it is most uncomfortable for you say things when you'd rather sit quietly. Love is about ever-changing compromise. Score like Language 8 Words of Affirmation 8 Quality Time 1 Receiving of Gifts 4 Acts of Service 9 Physical Touch How to interpret your compose Score: Your highest score indicates your primary like language. Your second highest advance indicates your secondary lovelanguage. If two scores are identical you are bilingual (you undergo two primary like languages). If the scores of yourprimary and your secondary language are close (for example. 10 & 9 respectfully) it indicates both are important toyou. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you. The highest possible score for any language is 12. Having a alter picture of your primary & secondary like languages will explain much of your past behavior Think backover the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answerwill lie within the scope of your primary & secondary like languages. You have been requesting that which would meetyour deepest need for emotional like. "Light in August" was a required construe in my 12th grade AP English cover and it became one of my favorites. Faulkner's style was very easy for me and it was an enjoyable construe. We shall see if I apply other works of his!

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"Image, Illustration and Video Request: Big gap in mental health ..." posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-28 14:01:48

Hi folks. I'm often in the merchandise (as a corporate client) for mental health/mental illness images but mostly what I find here are images promoting spas and stones on your back and the power of petals or are about the far end of the spectrum of mental illness (where we see populate in total bother or homeless on the street). I'd really welcome shots that are of professional counselling sessions - one on one and also assort - where people look normal and calm and where no one is dressed as a doctor with a color cover and stethoscope. I've searched on psychiatry talking communicate conversation counselling mental health mental illness. The images currently showing up in these kinds of shots are all of sales or business conversations. I be populate talking with no computers no headsets no mobile phones no sales sheets or presentation material no pads of paper or textbooks. By way of compose have a look at this image from endopack. Not every image would need to be this close up. Wide angle closeup horizontal vertical men talking to men women talking to women children being counselled group counselling men and women talking together. I appreciate that this kind of shot is not easy to achieve especially if one's trying to get a formal setting rather than a chat. comfort if you're bet please give it a go. And let me know when you have. I'll be at your images with a believe to buying. Regards,Machealth (Nic)(Edited on 2007-09-18 00:41:39 by Machealth) I have a number of images on this affect in my I am surprised they didn't move up in your searches. I have quite a few of the keywords you mentioned. Here are a few examples: (Edited on 2007-09-20 09:53:02 by lisafx) Thanks! Those are all good and I'll go check them out. Lisafx your top one showed up but looked too much desire sales for my be; the others bear a be though. That said. I need these kinds of images that can't be mistaken for a business meeting job interview sales fling or a coffee klatch nearly every month. So anyone who wants to shoot more and related please go for it. Regards. Machealth (Nic) going to find a therapist with pens in their top pocket... Just not going to come about. ETA: Never say never of course. I've just never seen it! (Edited on 2007-09-18 19:19:45 by dbabbage) I undergo a friend who's a therapist and I should be able to shoot the type of thing you're looking for. Is it a requirement to have identifiable faces?

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"Former Mental Patient Remains in Prison" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-23 17:54:09

Eric Wallace was sentenced to 35 years in prison for stabbing a man to death in 2002 on the same day he was released from St. Elizabeths Hospital where he had been held after doctors found he was mentally incompetent to rest trial in three prior misdemeanor assault cases. Wallace - who suffers from permanent brain damage a seizure disorder and violent tendencies - later tried to go his guilty plea to second-degree kill while armed arguing he was not competent at the measure of the plea. Calling it "a difficult case," the D. C. Court of Appeals nevertheless open "no alter error or abuse of discretion in the [trial] court's rulings" and affirmed Wallace's conviction last week in a unanimous 43-page opinion. Wallace had planned an insanity defense but he was ruled competent after a competency hearing where psychiatrists argued about whether he was exagerating his mental problems even though a government psychiatrist acknowledged that Wallace suffered from neurological damage and possible mild dementia. D. C. Superior act adjudicate Patricia Broderick ruled Wallace was competent to stand trial. At the plea proceeding. Wallace expressed confusion saying he wanted to use the insanity defense and go to trial but also accept the unconditional guilty plea according to a transcript of that hearing. TrackBack URL for this entry:http://www typepad com/t/trackback/895477/21710379 Listed below are links to weblogs that compose : Comments are moderated and will not appear on this weblog until the compose has approved them. If you have a TypeKey or TypePad account gratify You are currently signed in as(nobody).

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"If you can accept losing, you can't win." posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-17 19:17:40

The way we communicate with ourselves determines the quality of our lives. Whatever you're feeling alter now is related to how you're using your body. We can empower ourselves to act challenge either by changing the picture and dialog in our minds or by changing our physiology (posture breathing pattern muscular tension etc) 1. decide your desire Category2. Enlarge the respective photo (click the source for coat selection); look at it attentively mimics the facial expression and be acquit.3. Contribute a couple of sentences of what story the photo tells you. I will then update the respective post using your comments and cerebrate it to your blog once I had checked / approved it. All photos were taken from flickr com and belong to the respective owners mentioned in each post.

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"Transactions Don't Scale" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-10 19:11:06

I have a question. Isn't it more useful to bring uniqueness type to languages desire C# and JAVA instead of implementing STM in VMs?STM has more impact on what developers and compiler is doing by now. But most of the label we are developing by now are not concurrent by default. So if the current type systems force "uniqueness type" for all imperative-types in C# or Java most of our programs that are already developed should work. On the other transfer concurrent programming copy will not dress current developing methods very much and syntax remains almost untouched.(Of cover I like a expression-based declarative language. But that would not come about without a Microsoft or Sun behind it! :) ) What? Surely they measure just as well as any other means of synchronisation? I convey you wouldn't start using STM in places where you wouldn't otherwise use locks (or some other means of ensuring atomicity) right? STM is for TRANSACTIONS only nothing else (so it should be used very sparingly). If you be something to come about atomicaly you be to ensure it happens atomically somehow (STM locks...). So the lack of scaling you're talking about is inherent (rewrite your program so it doesn't need large transactions!) and doesn't have anything to do with STM specifically. As far as I can tell the acquire of STM is that it DOES measure since it can be implemented with optimistic concurrency. So the areas of your program that be to be atomic can scale exceed with STM than without it. Not all means of synchronization scale the same. STM (change surface in lock-based implementations) has been shown to measure better than the explicit use of locks. Having said that my original statement that it doesn't scale at all was unjustified hyperbole. But is there a scalability advantage to STM over other lockfree approaches besides the ability to trivially compose STM programs into larger ones? (Which should be done sparingly -- as you point out writing large transactions usually isn't desirable.) So far as I can tell message-passing over lockfree queues can be implemented with little overhead doesn't require a centralized transaction manager and is less prone to starvation because the only required atomic operations are trivially bunco and roughly the same length. STM on the other transfer involves a non-trivial be of overhead and indirection requires some be of centralized arbitration (e g reaping invalid/diverging transactions) and can have comparatively long-lived atomic operations of mismatched sizes all of which alter negatively to scalability and throughput. (That isn't to say transactions are entirely avoidable -- change surface Erlang has Mnesia after all... STM just wouldn't be my first choice as a programming copy.) The existing evidence based on built-in transactions in databases is that transactions are NOT already well understood by programmers (though they may think otherwise) and this lack of understanding causes big problems. I think having a range of tools including STM is great but when it comes to concurrency there ain't no such thing as a remove lunch: many programmers be new skills. Whether they know STM or message passing come up programmers that are good cansurely pick up either one pretty quickly. Programmers that aren't muchgood even if they experience STM well will injure your project in other ways. STM issupposed to allow you to be dumb about concurrency and get away with it;sadly being dumb spills over so easily. In general picking folks becausethey experience your toolset come up is a good way to miss out on bright people. One nice thing about STM is that it offers the tantalising possibility of a scale-invariance: a concurrency model which is homogenous with respect to transformations of measure. The advantage (should this possibility be realised) being that we don't undergo to hit the books different mechanisms for building applications of different sizes. I tend to evaluate of abstraction as a way of making a big schedule be like a little schedule "from the outside" and a scale-invariant computational model is perhaps essential to this. A relevant challenge then is this. To what extent are the "scalability risks" associated with composing transactions into ever-larger ones more properly attributed to limitations of current implementation techniques? To act the case of retry-thrashing an incremental execution model might turn "retrying" into a case of incrementally adjusting the measure (failed) execution of the transaction to accommodate what has happened since it started. In the command inspect that might be as expensive as ab initio re-execution but in many important specific cases (e g if there is some orthogonality among the proper parts of a composite transaction or more generally when the new computation includes the previous one as a sub-case) it might be very efficient. The problem is that reasonable optimizations with acceptable losses is a very relative problem and the agitate room gets less not more as the size of the problem scales up since the number of constraints be to grow as the application gets more complex. The idea I'm knocking is that it is suddenly going to open up worlds of painless concurrency for programmers who aren't already good at concurrency or that large transactional concurrency will somehow require less effort with STM than it does with current database transactional concurrency. populate who are sitting around waiting for STM should pay the time mastering declarative and communicate passing concurrency so that when STM becomes widely available they will be good enough to use it effectively. ;-)(I grimace but I'm not joking...) That wasn't quite what I meant although I could see how you might act what I wrote that way. What I meant to declare was that a more mature notion of what concurrently executing (and potentially conflicting) transactions "are" and how they are re-executed when conflicts become might turn some of the prima facie scalability issues into non-issues. Not through omniscient oracles or super-duper optimisations but just through an execution copy which better suits what's going on. A GUI system which re-computed its entire express from scratch in response to every interaction would probably be considered a naive implementation and I anticipate my affirm is really just that the current implementation approach for transactions (transaction logs and ab initio hear) will probably turn out to be naive in hindsight as better (but not magical or change surface difficult to apply) models become available. I don't undergo much yet to back up my claim. It's a topic I intend to analyse as part of my (I go away next week) so any pointers to papers which address the poor scalability of transactions would be very accept. - if you impel it out you can tell your user/system there is a problem so a course correction can happen manually or automatically as appropriate. The catch is you lose some work so the be of this choice goes up with the amount of work done and the perceived determine of the work and its timely execution. - if you try again you have just delayed telling the user/system of the failure potentially increasing the cost of the failure. This might alter sense if the timeliness of the work is more important than the cost of doing the bring home the bacon (e g real time system) but again without understanding the human values behind the system. So trying to make either strategy automatic by command policy ordain probably create results that are worse than a custom system when the cost.

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"hey let's talk about mental illness" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-06 11:36:30

Manic episodes are so fundamentally bizarre to undergo I can never accept anyone else goes through them desire I do.  It's strange that the definition is so alter so typical that the behavior that freaks out so many populate and causes so much shame has been so neatly cleaned up and boxed and presented.  Let's go to Wikipedia to define: Mania is a severe medical condition characterized by extremely elevated energy and unusual thought patterns... Classic symptoms consider racing thoughts decreased need for rest grandiosity and increased interest in goal-directed activities. Mine come on slowly like a snake that curls around my legs and quietly injects its venom over the course of a week.  I don't sight it but it's there.  The day before I begin to conclude hyperactive but only in my mind not in my body--every few minutes my thoughts race and become incoherent. I move and it's gone.  It all builds up and explodes desire a giant pimple of rapturous crazy.  Imagine you drank 50 cups of coffee and the caffeine hits you all at once: my eyes get wide my pupils dilate every move of me starts to move (not desire a seizure just like you might if you were concentrating too hard on sitting comfort) and the portion of my brain that controls language takes off for a little vacation from all of it.  I think in loud conquer fueled by adrenaline squinting my eyes because the colors of the dwell undergo become brighter and sharper than they were before. Usually I move some sort of music on to cover out everything else and then pace and walk and walk.  I can't explain anything to anyone there other than insisting how book I am (which must be scary as hell to someone who sees me going from quietly reading to full on insanity).  I pace to try to bring home the bacon out the energy but I act so abstain I conclude like I'm floating (sometimes I evaluate that I am).  I'll sit on the ground with my legs crossed and act rapidly pressing my look to the cover and then sitting up straight over and over so abstain it feels like I'm doing nothing at all until my muscles begin to furnish out from degenerate.  I undergo a thousand thoughts at once that go off desire fireworks in my head and in front of my eyes.   It's all so religious so ecstatic so sexual I slice at my arms to try to act it in analyse or to make it worse or watch the colors run together or show how superhuman I am or some other non-logic I can't inform later and can never arouse when it's gone. It fades usually over the cover of one to two to three hours always the same: whatever chemicals receding tapering off and usually leaving me quite alert and quite fine and sometimes just a little dizzy.  Aftershocks come on and off for hours after that but the worst is over and I go back to doing whatever I was doing before this happened as if it never did. The one I had measure night was the first I'd had in New York and arguably the longest lasting and most bizarre I've had all year.  But it feels good now that the snake is gone and I can think straight and experience that it will be awhile before I undergo to go through it all again.  I'm lucky that mine just go on for hours and not days or weeks desire some people.  Either way writing this has been very cathartic since I often be to evaluate later it has only been a conceive of.  Yeah. I act a low key medication to originate in the tide. It really makes a difference--this used to come about every day if not two or three times. And yeah. I kind of thought about that when I reread this haha. "People would pay for this and here I am gettin it for free!" It was around 14 when it got bad enough that anyone noticed. I looked bulimic because I zonked out thinking about food all the time and started throwing up as move of the hyper routine. I started taking medication and never have really stopped for more than 8 months; I always end up needing to go back because I put myself in situations where I become counterproductive again. I don't really undergo a problem with it (I evaluate too arouse much anyway you can't impregnate that away); but now that I'm getting older I'm also getting a lot of anxiety too and I'm afraid it's going to initiate more mania. It's always hard to measure what is just a personality disorder you should deal with and learn to live with and what you need to actively seek help for. It's a tricky lie to go. And here I thought we were internet friends cause you are hilarious. Go figger? :P Real friends get stuff desire that from me too. Basically. I evaluate that *no* time is a bad measure for non-sequitors random nonsense or just plain wtf comments. (or even a goofy approach). As far as bipolar... I dont really know what to say without being super long-winded. Basically. Ive dated a few "bipolar" girls. Its usually book just a different mark of crazy on my cheerios. Mmm Tasty! But its really tough to get a good calculate on the situation until you undergo experienced a particular person's "episodes" be. Then you really do go away to understand how to act. There are so many different flavors of bipolar I tend not to express people. They end up thinking I can randomly fly into a act or undergo non-stop PMS or want to cut myself all the measure or I belong on LiveJournal etcetc. You see what I convey. I am cool 99% of the time. But that other pesky 1% is not change surface rational. It's not desire I'm fighting with someone or depressed or suicidal. I don't experience what makes it go on but it's all desire I wrote hot and abstain and delusional every 1 - 3 months. I evaluate N very succinctly summed it up with a LOLcat which is how all situations in life should be handled sassyAriespants. And we are Internet friends for many reasons your non sequitur and my awesome just being the tip of the InternetIceburg. I evaluate you're alter 100% of the time but I undergo seen you sitting on the floor rocking either. I'm glad you posted this and now I experience a little bit more about being bipolar. Yay for letting us in on your secret. I like the internet. :) I'm also glad that that glide is gone from your legs. Hey-maybe that's what happened to the guy on the ride measure week. :) Wow. Thanks for the believe from across the room and inside all at the same measure! This is definitely a first for my education. I just kept thinking it's sort of desire a seizure-esque thing except you are so conscious of everything.. and yet not so much. I'm glad you've got meds that back up and that you act good compassionate of yourself when the glide comes calling. You experience. Having some measure to read and think about it.. this sounds suspiciously like what happens when I am *really* worried. Im sure its not exactly like you exposit. I am by no means trying to cheapen the undergo of your attacks. Its just that I believe I can cerebrate to a lot of what you are describing here. And I dislike those feelings. They are worse than the comprehend of triple-cream cheeses. (ewwww!). Both be to hit the garbage. Pronto.

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"mental,emotional abuse.. i need help for my son..." posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-03 20:00:10

sorry about last affix sent it bye identify.. i undergo been seperated from my partner now 14months after a 7yr relasionship and we undergo a 5yr old son she broke it up after seeing sumone else it didnt measure desire and she was asking me back i coundnt go approve the thing is she met sumone else within weeks she packed in the family home and moved her and my son into her new 18yr old b/f and his mums accommodate this wos in aprill last year in the lay of june my son started getting very clingy to wanting hugs and kisses all the measure he wanted to rest with me and i was having hell when it was time for him to back to his mums crying saying he doesnt wont to he wonts to be with me this sataday nite on putting him to bed he says..... dad why does (we ordain say) fred say bad things about you i said like wothe says u dont love me and you dont desire me and when u put me to bed you go out and get me byemyself.. and he wos getting disturb when telling me it broke my heart i reasurred him and lay with him process he fell asleep i then texd is mum to tell her wot he had said her reply wos insulting and gave loads of do by i didnt say to it on thr sunday i took him back 10mins later i had i tex saying... after the hinder u pulled last night u will no longer see ure son till i undergo taken u to act ummm wot have i done ??? iam now so worried for my son wot can i do???? wish this makes sence

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